Monday, May 23, 2011

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加油!!!加油!!!坚持到最后!!!

现在的这一刻,突然觉得孤独寂寞....:(

这一刻,感觉自己越来越觉得很孤独又寂寞...也许我真的很想念家了!!!这里的每一个人都跟她们感情已经不好了...而那些好的室又却又搬走了...爸妈,我真的很想念你们!!!可是也只能在宿舍...没别的办法...可是我真的很坚强,我不哭,不能难过,考试的时间是真的剩不多了...还有很多东西需要读,时间真的很少,也不知可以冲到那里...所以,我只能竟我的能力再一次的拼到最后!!!度过这个难关!!!爸爸所说,最后学期了,就放多一点苦,吃多一点库....所以拜托我也不要一直胡思乱想...能读多少就读多少...祈祷保佑伸一直陪伴在我的身边,陪伴我靠完这次的考试!!!感恩...

Tuesday, May 10, 2011

:(:( day again ....

arghh how can i just cope it for everything right now... i really try my best to study whatever is important ... but what the question comes out is so so so that different ... what i did't focus on yet the question comes out ?? is it a trick for me .... what i have studied all =0 .... right now i feel very sad ... why my heart always so soft ??? a little bit den feel so sad i really donnoe how to correct it ... i know if i cry also can't do anything .... for the test, i think just forget about it !!! i just hope that my internal marks still can achieve 20/30 what i wish i have dump a lots of marks for my mid term !!! i just wish i can get 20 marks and i will feel very contented !!! whatever to do now is continue my performance assignment !!! will due in 3 more days !!! n also this weekend to srt my theory assignment and srt doing my revision !!! the most important things is i wish that i can graduate graduate graduate this sem !!! hope everything is fine for me !!!!

Sunday, May 8, 2011

Happy mother's day & i'm very sad recently !!! seriously

Firstly, today is Mother's day... But i'm not around at my hometown to help my mum celebrating mum's day with her ...last week just celebrate together with my popo ...Hope mum don't mind !!! but next time we can celebrate everyday k ...must wait me till i work k ... den we can celebrate here everday!!! But anyway, happy mother's day yea... mummy, i lover u forever ")


arghhh... i really afraid... i feel very inferior...i owed dad n mum a lot of paying my fees, and used my sis's car .... n i donnoe when only i can return all those to them, sometimes i just feel that i'm not affordable how to repay bk all in once ... and this is my final sem, i'm very sad in staying this hostel anymore, luckily dad n mum allowed me to move out on june !!! but i really hope that i can graduate this sem !!! i really don't wish to come bk here anymore of seeing ppl stupid black face and make me can't sleep well everynight of the stupid room's light... Anyway i will fight to the end !!! may all god bless me k... n grandma !!! please bless me ya. i'm very miss u here !!! hope u're fine in another new world with new friends, with ur parents and relative !!! bless all our family are being healthy and bless me i can graduate fast fast in this sem !!!
And happy mother's day to u, grandma... :)